Current mood:

sleepy

'Being'
The more time I'm spending with the Lady the more the message of 'being' comes home to me. I'm seeing that spiritual growth and experience isn't about fervent activity, of haste, action and 'doing' but rather it's about knowing the deep sense of connection, of moving into another 'space' of know who I truly am and what I have been called to be. 'Being' is not passive, it is not inactive, but it is an alternate state. It's about letting go - those things I fear, I fear only that which I will not let go. By hanging on to these things, I am giving life to my fear and life to the lies of the past. I release these things to Her. As the moon waxes and grows stronger over this next cycle, so I see my fear dissipate and perfect love grow within as I see, know and experience my true place in all things. That I belong.

I journeyed this evening, only briefly, as I was calling in Kerridwen, down a tunnel to an opening. Here was an old wooden table, with candles, and a chair. I sat in the chair and sensed that in this place of being I am the student, learning of that which resides within me. Experiencing what I know, moving in this place of inner resources, whilst at the same time learning of all that is to come. It's a special place that I can return to, a place of magic, shelter and learning. And love.